Gerard's P.O.V

I sat in the kitchen. Jaid told me not to buy anything to drink and just to pretend I'm going. She wanted me to give her a chance to talk with Mikey.

"How is he?" I asked her when she walked into the kitchen.

"He seemed better when I left. You know, he'll have to stay here and it will be hard dealing with Shira and him and taking care of the wedding." Jaid said. I looked at her and wrinkled his forehead.

"Why can't one of them stay at Frank's house?" I asked her.

"Because Mikey and Frank had a fight, sort of, and Mikey isn't ready to talk with Frank yet and Shira is mad at Frank for kissing Mikey because Mikey was with her and because Frank was with Erik, it's like a double cheating." Jaid explained.

"Oh… I see…" I said and nodded.

"But we do need to do something about it…" she said and sat next to me. I looked at her and put my hand under her chin. She turned her head to me and I leaned and kissed her softly on the lips.

"Hi! I have and idea!" she said and looked at me with a huge smile.

I can't believe she's thinking about that when were kissing! Damn!

I put on my disappointed look, so she'll know what I'm feeling.

"Why won't we continue this upstairs, say… in the bedroom?" she said and got up. I smiled a huge smile and got up too. She took my hand and led me upstairs.

Frank's P.O.V

I felt much better after I called Jaid and made sure Mikey's there. But atill, I felt bed, I was worried and I was very lonely now. I walked around the house and tried to take my mind off of everything that happened lately.

I collapsed on the couch and stared at the TV. The TV was off but I didn't have anything else to do but to stare at it. I sat there for a while before I made a decision.

I got up, took the keys for the car and left the house.

I drove to the hospital and parked the car outside. I kept sitting in the car for a while before I had the courage to go out of it. The same thing happened to me again outside of Erik's room. I walked back and forth in front of the door.

"Frank, I can see you through the glass of the door, will you come in already?! You're making me feel dizzy and that's not good in my condition." Erik said from inside the room. I froze as soon as I heard his voice. He sounded like himself only a little… wicker.

I opened the door and walked slowly into the room. I was afraid to look at Erik, I feared what I'll see will scare me too much, or worse- gross me out. Erik felt it.

"Frank Iero, would you look at me? I'm sure it won't kill you." he said, half laughing.

I sat beside his bed but I still couldn't look at him.

"Frank, please…" he said quietly. I really did try to turn my head and look at him. But I just couldn't.

"Frankie, you finally came to visit me, what's up with you?"

What the scares you, you fucking cowered?! He's the same guy you love more then anything and nothing happened to him! The only thing that's different about him is his diet, so stupid being such a jerk!

But it's not because of that, you know it's not because of that… you know what you should tell him and you're afraid of his reaction, that's the problem...

"Fuck it, Frank! Why did you come here if you wouldn't look at me, if you don't want to look at me?! You're just making life harder for both of us." Erik said and I could hear him turning his back to me.

"Erik…" I said quietly. He didn't hear me. "Erik…" I said again, a little louder this time.

"What?" he said angrily.

"I need to tell you something." I said and finally raised my head. His wide back was turned to me. I couldn't see his face but I could hear him crying. He slowly turned to me and looked into my eyes. He looked tired and his stomach was kinda swollen.

"I… I…" it was so hard!

"You can tell me Frank, I'll love you, no matter what." Erik said quietly. I knew he meant that and I knew that if I'll tell he will still love me but it will only make it harder for him to forgive me.

'I… I cheated on you…" I said quietly. I felt my eyes filling up with tears and I forced myself to look at Erik's shocked face. When he finally talked there was something so reasonable in his voice that made me shocked.

"So… that's why you didn't come to visit me." He said. He looked at his legs so I couldn't really see his eyes or his expression.

I wiped the tears from my eyes.

"I'm so so sorry!" I said.

"Who was the lucky guy?" he asked. I looked at him in complete shock.

"What?" that was my first reaction. He looked up, straight to my eyes and asked again.

"Who was the freaking lucky guy you cheated on me with?"

"It was… it was Mikey." I finally said.

"Mikey? Again? Aren't you guys tired of whole these drama you're causing every one?" he said. I knew he didn't think of Shira right now but it made me think of her and that made me feel even worse.

"I'm sorry Erik! There is no way I could make you understand how sorry I am!" I said defensively.

"I forgive you, Frank." He said and looked at me calmly. I stopped crying and just looked at him. I wasn't ready for that reaction.

"I'm just glad you could tell me that now and not in years from now. I guess in ended today?" He said in an asking look.

"Yes, and please don't be mad at Mikey." I said.

"I can't promise you that." He said and looked forward. "you see, the difference between you and Mikey is that I love you more then anything in my life and your too important for me to just stop being with you. But Mikey, he hurt me with this in more the that- he hurt my sister too many times for me to forgive or just stop being mad at him. I won't kill him if you'll ask really nicely." He said and smiled to me. I couldn't help my self and I just fell on him and started kissing him and hugging him.

"Frank, your hurting me!" he said, "Aw! Needles, stuck in me, you know!"

I backed off and looked at him grinning. He smiled his big, gorgeous smile to me.

"It's good to have you back, Frankie." He said. I put my hand on his head and played with my fingers through his hair.

"Were you thinking of me when you were with him?" he asked quietly after couple of moments of silence. I looked at him, kinda surprised. He looked into my eyes and suddenly smiled.

"You know what- forget that I asked that, I shouldn't have asked that." He said, still smiling.

"No, no, I actually did think about you but I was just a little surprised that you asked that." I said.

Erik's P.O.V

I was in great pain but I couldn't show it to Frankie. He felt guilty about cheating on me while I'm kinda sick and I didn't want him to feel worse.

Actually the pain was also mentally. I really was angry and upset at Frankie but like I told him, I love him too damn much to start acting like a little child and stop talking to him, or something like that. The thing that really bothered me was Mikey. Shira is probably so broken right now and I have no way of being there for her.

"How's Shira?" I asked Frank. He looked surprised.

"She didn't come to visit you?" he asked.

"No, and I understand why now." I could see the guilt in his eyes. I put my hand on his hand and smiled an encouraging smile. He smiled a sad smile back to me.

"I don't know, I don't think she'd like to see me right now." He said and the smile disappeared from his face.

"Okay… we'll have to fix that, won't we?" I said and looked straight into his eyes. He nodded in approval.

Shira's P.O.V

I lay on my room, on the bed and looked at the ceiling. I did it a lot lately. I had nothing better to do which is pretty sad. On one of the times I did it Jaid came in and talked for ages about that I need to start dating with guys to forget Mikey, and if I don't want to forget him I need to start dating to get him joules. The point of this conversation, if you can call it conversation since only Jaid was talking and I just kept looking at the ceiling, well, the point of it was that I need to start dating again.

Anyway this time I sat like that for about 2 hour before someone knocked on the door and since I didn't answer Adam came in.

"Hi, would you like to go out on a date with me tonight?" he asked me.

I sat up and looked at him, confused. I didn't think I heard him well. "Could you repeat that?" I said quiety.

"Do you wanna go see a movie or go out for a dinner with me tonight? Unless you have a better idea for a date." He said.

I was still shocked. I looked at him and opened and closed my mouth couple of times before I had an idea of what to say.

"Like a date-date?" I said. I sounded so dumb!

"Yes, a date-date if that's what you call it." He said and smiled. He looked amused.

"Oh… okay, sure." I said and smiled.

"Great, so I'll meet you outside in an hour, okay?" He said. I nodded and he smiled to me and left the room. I couldn't help but smile a huge smile. Adam was cute, and pretty hot, and having someone ask you out is such a complement.

I almost ran to my closet and started looking for something nice to wear. Then Jaid walked in.

"I thought I'll find you staring at the ceiling again. What are you looking for?" she asked and sat on the bed.

"Adam just asked me out on a date. Help me find something to wear." I said, still searching in the closet.

"He seems like a nice guy, good for you."

Jaid's P.O.V

"He seems like a nice guy, good for you." I said and smiled. Good thing Shira had her back to me cause I couldn't help myself but to smile a big smile. Shira didn't even suspect our plan.

"So- are you going to help me find something to wear or not?!" Shira asked and turned around. I erased the smile from my face quickly and looked at her. I guess I wondered too much.

I got up and helped her pick up an outfit. When we finally found something she went to the shower and I got out and went to the kitchen. Gerard sat there and drank coffee. He looked bothered by something. He gazed above his cup and looked at some, not so specific, point in the well. I learned to know that look.

"Hi, babe." I said and walked to tea pot to make me some tea. When I passed behind him I riffed my hand on his shoulders. I knew it was the only way to really get his attention, or he'll just keep staring at the wall.

"Oh, what? Hi honey." He said and put the cup on the table, turning to me. I smiled to him calmly and turned around to pour me some tea.

"What were you thinking about?" I asked him. He turned his head and leaned it on his arms, putting his elbows on the table.

"I just…" he sighed, "I know it will end bad for someone, someone will end up crying, and I'm not talking about Shira's tears of joy." He said. I turned around and looked at him. Gerard was a smart man in a disguise of a silly boy. He got back to staring at the well but this time he started in order to focus his thought and not cause he's focused only in his thought.

I sat next to him holding my cup in one hand and putting the other on his head, petting it gently.

"I mean- must we do this to them? Maybe they're just not meant to be together." He said, raising his head and looking into my eyes. I felt my heart trying to gallop through my chest toward him. I loved this guy so much. I leaned and kissed him softly on the lips.

"Maybe you're right but we're still allowed to try things out." I said. Suddenly we heard the door open. We both looked to the entrance of the kitchen. To our surprise Mikey walked in. I jumped to my feet.

He'll ruin our plan! What the hell is he doing here?!

Gerard held my hand firmly. He knew what went through my mind.

"Mikey, what are you doing here?" Gerard asked him in a strong voice. I could hear how hard it is to him to talk like that to his brother and how hard it is for him to deal with all the mixed feelings he felt. He was angry and disappointed from Mikey and in the same time he loved him very much and missed him.

"I… I came to talk to Shira. Is she here?" he said. He didn't looking at me at all. he knew were both mad at him but he knew Gerard will still forgive him in a while. But he didn't dare to look into Gerard's eyes yet either.

"She's here-" Gerard started saying.

"But I don't think she'd like to talk to you," I cut Gerard's sentence cause I couldn't hold myself anymore. "You see- she's about to go out on a date."

I could see his eyes open wide in surprise. Gerard pressed my hand hard. I closed my mouth firmly to deal with the pain.

Mikey's P.O.V

I made myself not look at Jaid so far but I couldn't help myself anymore and I looked at her. I felt inside of me a mixture of feelings. I was surprised, sad, angry, joules but the thing that surprised me the most was that I was frightened.

"You can go now." Jaid said. Her voice was colder then ice. I walked backward and bumped into someone. At first I feared it is Shira but then I realized that it was way taller and wider to be Shira. I turned around and opened my eyes wide in surprise. Adam stood in front of me and smile his big smile.

"Hi Mikey, what's up?" he asked.

"I'm okay. What are you doing here?" I asked.

"I… came to Gerard and Jaid's wedding." He said.

"Oh… I didn't think of that… how is Simo-" I started.

"We don't talk about him. It ended up pretty ugly." He said.
"Oh…" I said. "Anyway- I was on my way out so… I'll see when I'll see you." I said. Adam turned his head and looked at something on the staircase. He smiled and looked excited. I turned my head to see what he's looking at and found myself once again surprised, only the thousands time today.

On the bottom of the staircase stood Shira. Her hair was collected in a very nice way that really complimented her face. She wore a nice little dress in light blue and she smiled to Adam a big smile. She didn't notice me yet, I think. I looked at Adam and suddenly noticed that he's pretty dressed up. I jumped my eyes for Shira to Adam couple of times and then looked at Shira and only at Shira. She was beautiful. I felt like a certain green thingy waking up inside of me and starting to growl.

"Hello Mikey." Shira said and finally looked at me, "what are you doing here?" she asked calmly. Something in the way she said that, in the way she talked to me made the green thingy weep in agony.

"I wanted to talk with you but I see you're busy so maybe I'll…" my voice faded. For a second I could see Shira's eyes turning bright but then she looked away and I looked down.

"Let's go, Adam." Shira said after a minute of silence. He nodded and they left. I stood there for a while before to my I felt Gerard wrapping his hands around me. I felt like a little kid again- every time our parents thought we went to our room and Gerard hugged me tight.

We stood there for few minutes and then to my surprise Jaid joined our hug.

"You can stay here tonight." She whispered in my ear. I felt the tears that gathered in my eyes this entire day start streaming out and I started weeping between both of them.

The next thing I remember was Jaid sitting next to me. I lay on my bed with my eyes closed. Gerard went to buy something to drink. Gerard usually didn't like the idea of drinking but he knew to value it.

"You know," Jaid said quietly, "she loves you very much. She got a new habit since you left- she's laying on your bed and staring at the ceiling. She does it every day."

I looked at her. She looked at me and smiled a little smile. The coldness in her eyes disappeared and now her eyes had sadness in them.

"I really did act like a jerk, haven't I?" I said.

"Yes you did, darling." She said and smiled. I smiled too. I knew she loves acting like our mother but I also knew that she didn't like when sometimes we forgot she's not.

"I'm back." We heard Gerard from downstairs. Jaid got up and started walking towards the door. When she got there she turned around to me.

"You don't need this drink. Try and sleep, the days ahead of us are going to be tough for you." she said got out of the room and closed the door.

I know it's been long but I have lots of things to tell you... just read...

Linda's P.O.V

My mother was asleep so I put all the kids into beds on my own.

I sat in the living room with a cup of tea. The oldest girl, Shelly, came and sat by me.

"What are you doing here? Why aren't you asleep?" I asked her.

"I can't sleep." She said quietly.

"So you can stay with me for awhile."

We sat like that, quietly, for a while. I could feel she has something on her mind, something she wants to say.

"So you're my big sister?" she finally asked.

"Yes." I whispered.

"That's weird..." she mumbled. I nodded. I didn't know what to say. What was I suppose to say?

Frank's P.O.V

"I never showered with anyone before! Well, maybe when I was little with Gerard... but it wasn't like this! This was fun!" Mikey said after we got dressed up and sat on the bed.

"Well... I'm... uh... glad to hear you enjoyed it..." I mumbled. I didn't know what to say. It was... relieving, this shower, but it was wrong! Mikey was straight and he was just going through a faze and I, I had a boyfriend, so what if he's in the hospital and I didn't have any action since... a long time.

"Hi, could I sleep with you tonight? I mean, it's kinda silly to ask since we, you know, but just to be polite..."

I looked at him. This has gone too far.

"Look, Mikey, it's been really fun and nice but it's just so not right, or true, actually. I think you should get back to Shira, or at least back to your home." I said without looking to his eyes. I suddenly found out that our floor is very interesting.

"Oh... so you didn't feel what I felt... I get it, you should of said it earlier." I heard him say quietly.

"You didn't feel anything!" I said and looked at him, "You think you felt something when actually all you felt was your orgasm!"

Mikey looked at me shocked. I suddenly understood that I'm standing and that I kinda yelled the last part.

"Look, this isn't real, I really love you, I really really do, but as a friend, my best friend, and that's the way I want it to stay." I walked toward him, "There's something in the way you touched me that made me realize that you're straight, you always were and you always will be. You touched me as if I was a girl, I know that, I used to sleep with girls, you know. Mikey- I'm doing this for both of us, for the best of things. You need to go." I said and put my hand on his shoulder. He looked down, he seemed puzzled.

"Look, I need to... think a little. I'll call you when I can talk to you again." He said and left the room.

I knew there is no point at trying to talk to him, Guys are so annoying!

Shira's P.O.V

"Wow, you really know everyone for a really long time!" I said. Adam smiled a little smile and pulled his shoulders up.

"I told you- Gerard and I practically grew on each other, all our first things happened together… well, almost all or first things." He said and smiled. I couldn't help but to start laughing.

Mikey's P.O.V

I never thought the day will come when I'll be dumped… by a guy! If someone told me in the beginning of school year everything that we'll happen to me I would probably say there is no way, that he is crazy.

I couldn't go to my home because I knew Gerard and Jaid will be mad at me, plus-Shira is there. So I went to the park. I sat down on one of the benches and started thinking. I felt like there was a huge empty space inside my heart. It's been there for a while already. I felt a desperate need to talk to someone.

I put my hand into my pocket and looked for the little bag. It wasn’t there. I started stressing out.

I can't loose it! If anyone finds it I'm doomed! What will Frank think if he'll find it? Or what if I dropped it on the way over here and the police saw that and they're after me? What if they'll take me to jail? Or worse- what if Shira will find out?

And then I realized something. I needed to talk to Shira. She's the only one I felt like I can talk to. Even now when we broke up. I had to make her talk to me.

I got up and started walking towards the exit from the park and then toward our house. At some point I started running. I felt an argent need to talk to her Shira.

Gerard's P.O.V

I sat in the living room and did… well, nothing, when Adam walked in.

"Hi, what's up with your stupid baby brother? It's totally not like him to act like that to a girl, especially if she's gentle like Shira." He said and sat next to me.

"To be honest- I have no freaking idea. He really did act kinda off lately." I answered.

"Talking about Mikey?" Jaid walked into the living room and sait on my lap. "Something weird is up with him lately."

"As much as I remember he was always such s gentlemen around ladies what's up with that?" Adam asked us.

"Shira and Mikey has been through a lot in the past year. Maybe that got something to do with it." Jaid said. I nodded in approval.

"You think he still loves Shira and is just through some sort of a faze? Cause if so I think I know how to get him back to his senses." Adam suggested.

"Maybe." I said. "But I'm not sure about it… I mean, I don't know…"

"What Gerard is trying to say is that he's not sure if we should get involved with it." Jaid explained.

"Oh… and what do you think?" Adam asked her.

"I think something should be done and fast. Almost anything will do."

"Okay then. Want to hear what I was thinking?" he asked and Jaid nodded. The rest of the afternoon was spent planning what were gonna do. Just for the record- I didn't want to be part of that "were gonna do" thingy.

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button

Opening Credits:

I Am Fred Astaire- Taking Back Sunday

Waking Up:

G.I..N.A.S.F.S- Fall Out Boy

First Day At School:

Ghost Man On Third- Taking Back Sudnay

Falling In Love:

I Want To Hold Your Hand (cover)- T.V. Carpio

Fight Song:

Get The Party Started- Pink

Break up song:

The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage- Panic at the Disco

Prom:

Time To Dance- Panic at the Disco

Birthday:

U + Ur Hand- Pink

Last Day of School:

Jinx- Green Day

Life's Ok:

Trouble- Pink

Mental Breakdown:

21st Century- Red Hot Chili Peppers

Driving Song:

A Well Respected Man- Unknown

Flashback:

Astro Zombies (cover)- My Chemical Romance

Get Back Together:

So Much I- Red Hot Chili Peppers

Wedding:

Cool- Gwen Stefani

Birth of Child:

Bones- Radiohead

Final Battle:

Emergency- Paramore

Death Scene:

Drowning Lessons- My Chemical Romance

Funeral Song:

Under Pressure- David Bowie & Queen

End Credits:

But It's Better If You Do- Panic at the Disco

Mikey’s P.O.V

I walked in to the living room and found Frankie on the couch. I didn’t really see him cause he was covered in blanket but I knew it was him cause he moved a lot.

“What are you doing?” I asked.

“Jesus, Mikey!” he said and jumped up. “You scared the shit out of me!”

“What did you do?” I asked and looked at him. His hands were still under the blanket.

“Nothing.” He mumbled and looked down. His cheeks were red with blush.

“Were you masturbating?” I asked in repulse.

“Mikey! Ewwww! That is none of your business!” he cried.

I sat on the couch beside him.

“You know, it’s perfectly normal, you are a guy and you didn’t really have sex for a while so…” I said. Frank nodded slowly. I looked at him. He had nice lips, kinda feminine.

I leaned forward and looked into his eyes.

“What are you doing?” he asked. I moved closer to him and kissed him slowly, tenderly. Frank wrapped his hands around my neck and pulled me closer to him. I gave in to his will. I was completely his.

Frank pulled my shirt over my head and kissed my neck. Then he started unzipping my pants. I put my hand on his.

“What?” he asked quietly.

“I just… I’ve never been with a guy before…” I said.

“That’s okay, trust me.” Frank said and got back to kissing my neck.

“Frank…” I mumbled. Frank looked at me.

“Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle.” He said and took my pants off.

I gave in.

Frank’s P.O.V

That felt good, so so good!

But still, a part of me regretted it. I just slept with my best friend, and not the innocent kind of slept.

I sat up. For the last 15 minutes I laid awake beside Mikey. Mikey and I fell asleep right after.

“What’s up?” I heard him mumbling. I looked at him. He smiled and he looked pretty sleepy.

“I’m… I’m just… it was a lot of fun but… I really enjoyed it... what I’m trying to say is…” I tried to say.

“You regret it?” he asked quietly and sat up.

“A little, but just cause you’re my best friend!” I explained.

“That’s okay. It was pretty weird for me too- being with a guy and my best friend…” his voice slowly faded as if he just realized what he had done.

“It was fun though.” I said. He smiled slowly.

“Do you miss Erik?” he asked after few minutes of silence.

“I don’t know, maybe… do you miss Shira?” he didn’t answer.

“Do you still want me to stay here?” Mikey asked me after few minutes of silence.

“Yes.” I said in a way that he couldn’t have any doubts about it.

We sat by each other for another 15 minutes.

“You can bring girls to here if you’d like to. I mean, I know what’s a guy’s needs and, well…” my voice slowly faded.

“That’s okay but thanks anyway.” He said. I smiled and got up.

“I’m gonna take a shower.” I said and went upstairs. I turned the water on and got under the stream of hot water.

I didn’t hear the door open and I noticed Mikey got in only when he stood behind me with his hands on my waist.

Gerard’s P.O.V

I went downstairs to make dinner cause Jaid was asleep and I wanted to surprise her.

When I passed by the entrance to the living room I heard voices talking. I walked in and saw Adam and Shira sitting on the couch and talking. Shira seemed happy.

“Hello Adam.” I said. They both turned around to look at me.

“Gee! What’s up? I thought you were asleep.” Adam said.

“I was. What are you doing here?” I asked and sat beside him.

"I was in town and I thought it will be nice to drop by and see you. Shira was kind enough to open the door for me and we sat and talked." Adam said. I smiled. It was so like him, he was always a success with the ladies, not like me, which is a shame since he's...

"Anyway- Shira told me Frank got out, finally, and Mikey became a jerk." Adam cut my thoughts.

"Finally? What do you mean 'finally'?" I asked him.

"It was obvious to me long ago..." Adam said.

"And I understand that Shira told you of the recent events." I said and looked at Shira with a not-so-pleased look. She pulled her shoulders up.

"I asked her and I guess she held it inside pretty tight till now and it just came out, you shouldn't be mad at her. Maybe all she needed was some strange stranger to talk to." Adam said and smiled to Shira. Shira seem to be very grateful for his answer.

"Okay, you won. Do you two want dinner?" I asked and got up.

"Yeah, why not, that will be very nice..." Adam said. I smiled and left them.

Shira seem to like my old pal.

Jaid's P.O.V

I got up and went to take a shower. I got dressed and went downstairs. I heard voices from the kitchen so I went there.

"Hi baby, you came right on time, we were just about to eat dinner." Gerard said. He stood in the kitchen and Shira sat next to the tabled by some other guy.

"Who's this?" the guy asked Shira.

"Oh, right, silly me." Gerard said. "Adam- this is my fiancé, Jaid. Jaid- this is my very good friend, Adam."

"Fiancé? You didn't mention that." Adam said.

"Yeah, I know that now... well, we're getting married in 2 weeks and you're invited." Gerard said. I was surprised but I could see on his face that he really wanted Adam to come and didn't just say it to be polite.

"Are you sitting with us?" Shira asked. She seemed in better mood then before. I nodded.

Dinner was nice.

Frank's P.O.V

I got up next morning with an awful headache. I went, half asleep, to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. I opened the door slowly.

"Frank! You could knock, you know!" Mikey yelled at me. I closed the door fast. Mikey was in the middle of his shower.

"Sorry Mikey!" I called loudly and went to the kitchen to deal with my headache.

I took a couple of aspirin with a cup of coffee. I sat in the kitchen with my eyes closed and rubbed my forehead.

"I'm out!" Mikey yelled from upstairs. I jumped.

"What?" I asked, confused.

"I'm out of the shower." Mikey answered. I calmed down and went to the bathroom. I washed my face and looked in the mirror.

"You shouldn't drink, Frank Iero! You can't handle it well at all!" I told myself and took my clothes off. I took a long hot shower. I enjoy hot showers so much! It always makes me feel better.

I went out of the shower and almost left the bathroom without my towel. Yes, I know, kinky, but when it was only Erik and I, I liked walking around naked in the house. Erik used to say he hates it cause it makes him think naughty thoughts. I did it on purpose after he told me that.

Anyway, I opened the door and closed it back quickly. I wrapped the towel around my waist and left the bathroom.

"You want breakfast?" Mikey asked from downstairs.

"Yes, thank you." I answered and walked into my room. I dressed up and went to the kitchen.

Mikey was in the kitchen and the table was set. He made pancakes. I love pancakes!

"Hungry? Cause there's a lot to eat." Mikey said and smiled. I nodded. "So sit down." He said with a big smile on his face.

I sat next to the table and put a couple of pancakes on my plate and started stuffing them into my mouth.

"You eat as if you didn't eat for ages!" Mikey said and laughed.

"I didn't eat pancakes for a really long time." I answered but all you could here was something like I nide t pakes or welly ong tim.

"You shouldn't eat with your mouth full." Mikey said and laughed even louder.

Linda's P.O.V

I don't know why but I couldn't move. I sat there, in front of my mother that spilled everything that happened.

"Your father was 15 years older then me. He wanted kids already and I was so madly in love with him." She said and blew her nose. I looked at her. I was shocked by her story.

“He told me he’ll leave me if I won’t have his baby. I loved him more then anything so I had you. The birth was hard and almost left me sterile. I must admit that I was very happy when I first saw you- my daughter, my future, my one true love.” I smiled. After everything we’ve been through together and apart, her eyes sparked when she talked about me as a baby.

“You were the most beautiful baby I have ever seen.” She said in a soft voice. “You became my entire world and that bothered your father. Now that he had a child he wanted a wife- a woman that will do everything he want, when he wants it. I refused to do most things cause I was busy taking care of you.” Her voice was now stiff and cold. I looked at her but she looked away. The pain was back in her eyes.

“He started biting me every time I didn’t agree to do something he wanted me to do. Later, when I refused to sleep with him he started raping me. Now I started getting depressed- my family left me and wouldn’t talk to me cause I married without their permission, my husband was awful to me and my daughter cried every time she saw me cause my face was twisted with big blue marks.” My mother had tears in her eyes again. I reached my hand and petted her back. She leaned forward and let the tears burst. Her body was all shaking and she cried loudly.

Shira’s P.O.V

I sat in the living room when someone knocked on the door. I got up to open the door.

“Hello, is this Gerard Or Mikey Way’s house?” asked the guy in the doorstep. He was tall and very handsome. He had shoulder-length, brownish-gold hair. His brown eyes shone with happiness.

“Yes, but I think Gerard is asleep right now.” I said. I couldn’t take my eyes off of his eyes.

“Who are you, if I may ask.” He said.

“I’m Shira, I’m Mikey’s ex.” I said.

“I’m Adam, I was in Gerard’s class until 3 years ago.”

“Do you wanna come in?” I asked. He fascinated me.

“Okay.” He said and walked in with me.

“You want something to drink?” I asked when he sat on the couch. He nodded. I went to the kitchen and got back to the living room with 2 glasses of water.

“So, tell me, how come your Mikey’s ex and you live in his brother’s house?” Adam asked and sipped the water.

“he broke up with me just yesterday and he moved in with Frank, you know Frank?” I asked.

“Frank Iero?” I nodded. “Yeah, sure.” He said.

“Well, Frank is gay-“

“I knew it! It was obvious!” Adam said happily.

“And he’s with my brother but my brother is in the hospital cause he tried to kill himself and everybody thought he’s okay but the n he got an infection and he had a surgery so he needs to stay in the hospital so Frank was sad and kissed Mikey and I caught them so Mikey dumped me and moved in with Frank.” I was shocked by myself. I just spilled my heart out to a total stranger, but I did feel better.

“Wow. He whispered.

“I know, I’m weird and a basket case.”

“No, Mikey’s a jerk!” I looked at him, surprised.

“That is not the response I expected.” I mumbled.

“So… what else can you tell me about your life?” Adam asked and looked at me. I looked at him, doubtful. His face was sincere so I calmed down and told him about my life. He seemed really interested in that.

When I got out of my room I heard Jenny’s voice calling “I’m here!” from downstairs.

“Hi Jen, what’s up?” I asked when I got to the bottom of the staircase.

"I’m okay, you?” She asked and took her coat off.

“Good, good. How did work go?”

“Good, I quit it.” We walked to the living room and I couldn’t help but smile when I saw the surprised look on her face.

“Oh… my… god… Panic? Here?” she said, shocked.

“So why did you quit the job?” I asked and sat on the couch next to Brendon that smiled his big smile at me. I smiled back and looked at Jenny.

“Kids aren’t really my thing.” She said. Ryan got up.

“I think we should start preparing for the show, where is it going to happen?” he asked.

“We can do it in the studio.” I said and singed them to follow me. When we got to the basement Ryan looked around and then at Brendon and they both nodded.

“That’s good.” He said. I nodded and walked back upstairs. I planned on going back to the living room and talk with Jenny but then someone knocked on the door.

I walked to the door and opened it. All of a sudden something jumped on me and hugged me tight. I was surrounded by curly orange hair.

"Hi Molls, what's up?" I tried saying but there was too much pressure on my chest.

"What? Oh, I'm sorry." She said and let go of me.

"I asked what's up." I said.

"I'm okay, you?"

"I'm okay, what are you doing here?" I asked her.

"I came early." She said and walked in. I closed the door behind her and walked to the living room's direction.

"Come, I'll show you around." I said and led her to the living room.

"What took you so long?" Chris asked when we walked in.

"look what the wind blew in." I said and pointed at Molly that got in behind me.

"Hi Molly." Chris said. Jenny mumbled "Yay, she's here" and smiled quickly.

"Hello Molly, good to have you here." She said.

"So, the guys are downstairs in the studio and I'm giving Molly a tour around the house." I said and went upstairs.

I gave Molly a tour around the house, explaining her everything. I showed her to her room last.

"Jerry and Molly! The guys are ready!" I heard Chris shouting from downstairs.

"Let's go!" I said in excitement. I caught Molly's wrist and pulled her downstairs.

"Who's ready? What guys? Ready for what?" she asked as we ran downstairs.

We got into the basement and sat on some chairs the guys placed.

"Welcome to the Panic At The Disco show!" Brendon said to the mic. I clapped my hands happily and he smiled his gorgeous smile to me and winked. I felt my ears turning red.

Spencer counted to 4 and they started playing. I smiled and sang along as they played all their songs, first and second album. Between their songs they also preformed Tonight Tonight by the Smashing Pumpkins, Killer Queen by Queen and Lady Madonna by The Beatles. It was freaking awesome!

After the show we went upstairs. Chris, Jenny and I went to the kitchen and prepared dinner.

"Guys! Dinner is ready!" I shouted. Brendon ran into the kitchen first and sat next to the table. I got the drinks out when everybody sat down. Ryan sat nest to Brendon and Jenny sat on his other side. Beside her sat Chris and beside Chris Jon sat. I sat next to Brendon and Molly sat beside me what left Spencer the place between Molly and Jon and as soon as he sat down everybody started eating.

"So who are you?" Spencer asked Molly.

"Oh, right," I said "everybody- this is my cousin, Molly. Molly- these are Panic At The Disco- Ryan, Jon, Spencer and Brendon." I said and pointed at them. Molly nodded and smiled to everyone.

"How old are you?" Ryan asked.

"16." She answered quietly.

After dinner we sat together and talked for a little while.

"Wanna take a walk?" Brendon whispered in my ear. I nodded and we left. We took a long walk down the street. We walked for about an hour before we decide to stop and sit for a while.

"So... what about studying?" he asked.

"What are you, my mother? You really sound like her." I said and laughed.

"I was just interested since we talked about it last time." He explained.

"That's okay, I was kidding. I'm going to the music academy." I answered.

We started talking about music and our life. I told him about my family and he told me about his. We sat there for half an hour.

"Let's head back." I suggested. Brendon agreed and we started walking back.

When we got to the house we saw the guys and girls outside next to the guys' car. Brendon stopped and pulled my arm gently.

"Wait a minute." He said quietly.

I turned around and looked at him. We stood in a place where we could see the others but they can't see us.

"I had so much fun tonight, Jerry." He said.

"Me too." I said.

Brendon got closer to me. I looked into his eyes. I never noticed that but he wasn't very short, he was actually taller then me. I also noticed that he have a really wide nose. The things I notice when I'm in weird situations are weird.

"Can I..." he didn't finish the question but I knew what he wanted to ask. I nodded slowly. Brendon leaned towards me and pressed his soft lips against mine. I smiled and blushed.

"Thanks for the lovely night." He said. I smiled an even bigger smile. He took his phone out and we exchanged phone numbers. Only then we headed back to the guys. We said our farewells and the guys left.

"You look rather happy." Chris said.

"Yeah, it was a fun night." I said.

"No, there's something else." Jenny said.

"Yeah, you're almost glowing." Molly added.

"It was a once in a life-time opportunity but I'm already tired so I think I'll go now." I said.

I smiled a huge smile all the way to bed and fell asleep with it too.

Gerard's P.O.V

I lied beside Jaid with my eyes closed, breathing heavily. Jaid lied beside me with her head on my chest.

"Gee maybe Mikey is gay..." she suddenly said quietly. I opened my eyes. Jaid turned her head to face me. I frowned.

"We already had that talk, haven't we?" I said and sat up. Jaid sat up too and looked at me with an annoyed look on her face. I couldn’t help but letting my eyes wonder down her beautiful body and smiled.

"Do I need to dress up to talk to you?" she said with a preaching tone. I looked at her face quickly.

"No..." I mumbled and looked away. I saw in the side of my eye that Jaid covered her body with the blanket. I looked back to her.

"I think he's with Frankie now." she said.

"Who is?" I blinked in confusion.

"Mikey."

"Why?"

"He kissed Frank then broke up with Shira and now he moved in with Frank." Jaid said. I looked at her with complete shock. She slowly nodded.

"He kissed Frank?" Jaid nodded. "He broke up with Shira?" She nodded again.

"Now you see why I thing he's gay?!"

"Yes."

"Good... would you talk to him? See what's up?"

"Okay... can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"Why do you think of my brother after we're having Sex?" I asked her. Jaid smiled and punched my shoulder.

"Aw! That hurts!" I smiled and pulled her to me. Jaid giggled and pressed her lips against mine.

"Second round?" I asked, Jaid nodded and kissed me. "Okay." I said and pushed her down on the bed.

Mikey's P.O.V

As I lied down on the couch and tried to fall asleep I thought of everything that happened today.

I feel like dying!

I had a terrible headache and I felt so tired. I couldn't move.

Am I gay now? I mean, I kissed Frankie and then moved in with him.

I sat up. Too many thoughts ran through my head, I had to get rid of them. I knew exactly what to do.

I got up and opened my bag. I took the powder and needle out and prepared everything. I was never good with needles and with a shaking hand I injected the drug to my vines. I sat back and closed my eyes, waiting for the drug to do its work. It will be better now.

Linda's P.O.V

"How could you tell her?!" My mom yelled at me. I stared at the floor. I didn't have the guts to look up cause I feared she'll make me look into her eyes and I knew that I wouldn't stand the look I'll see in them.

"Answer me! How could you tell her? You promised you wouldn't!" She kept yelling when I didn't answer.

"I... I..." I mumbled.

"I knew it! I left you for a good reason! I knew you'll screw up my entire life!" I looked up at her, shocked. That was the first time I heard her or anyone talking about her leaving me.

"Wh-what did you say?" I asked with a shivering voice.

"I said I knew you'll ruin my life- that's why I left you."

"How could I ruin your life? I was only a baby!" now it was my torn to shout.

My mom looked at me and shook her head.

"You have no idea what I've been through for you!"

"What you- what you've been through? What about me and dad?" I felt the tears gathering in the side of my eye as I spat out the words.

"Yes! I had so much trouble having you! I did it only for your father! I didn't want you cause I knew I wasn't ready! You don't know anything about what happened to me! What I've been through!"

"Maybe if you wouldn't leave me with my father when he was dying I would have known!"

"I almost died in your birth, did you know that? Did you know that your sweet dying father used to hit me every time I spoke my mind, did you?" My mom cried now. She crushed on a chair and covered her face with her hand. Her entire body was trembling.

"He did what?" I asked, shocked. I was confused. All my life I lived thinking that my father was a poor man that was abandoned with a child by his one true love.

"Your father hit me and raped me. He was the only reason why I left you. I couldn't stand watching my own baby. I hated myself because every time I looked at you I wanted to kill you. I never wanted to see you because I wanted to give both of us a chance to live good life." She looked at me and I could see the pain in her eyes, the pain she felt.

I couldn't respond. I stood there and stared at her without any ability to react.

"Your father was an awful man but I stayed with him an entire year only for you. Eventually I couldn't take it anymore and left. A while after I left he got sick and sent you to he's sister. She always pitied me but no one dared to say anything. I lived in great grief for so long before I could start a new life. I can't have kids, not physically but mentally. None of these children are mine but they don't know that."

I crushed on the chair in front of her and looked at the floor. All these thoughts ran through my head and I couldn't help but wanting to kill myself right in this place. My entire world collapsed.

"I'm sorry for ruining your life but I was only 16, I was your age. Think what you would do if you were in my place."

Bob's P.O.V

"So... first birthday you remember." I said. Dani and I sat on the floor and shared things, trying to know each other better.

"Age 5, my neighbor decided it will be funny to throw me into the kids' pool." Dani said and started laughing her reach, rolling laughter. I laughed too.

"My torn! You first kiss." Dani said and leaned forward.

"Um... I think it was May on the 7^th grade... a girl from my class that really annoyed me so I kissed her cause that was the only way to make her shut up." Dani raised her eyebrows. We both cracked up in laughter together.

 I woke up the next day with my alarm clock that was the radio so...

"Good morning, everybody!" The men in the radio said happily. "The time now is 7 o'clock and it's a great time to rise and shine and go to work or school or whatever! We'll start this great day with Find Me Somebody To Love by the extraordinary band Queen." The song began and I got up and went to take a shower. I don't like showering in the morning cause I freeze when I get out. I showered anyway cause I wanted to make good impression.

I got into the kitchen and saw a note from Jenny. It said:

'Hi girls,

I'm off to work. I'll be back in 5 o'clock.

Maybe we can have dinner together.

Have fun today,

Love, Jenny.'

There was a P.S. by Chris:

'Jerry, I went to look for a job... take a key with you and we'll talk later. Chris...'

I folded the note and threw it into the garbage can. I made myself a cup of tea and some toasts with butter for breakfast. That's what I usually eat when I don't have a lot of time.

I took a bus downtown and it stopped pretty much in front of the shop. I walked in and saw Ben sitting behind the desk with his legs up on the desk, his eyes closed and the radio is on playing American Idiot by Green Day. He seemed pretty happy by the situation.

"Good morning Ben." I said. He jumped and almost fell on his ass. I tried my best not to laugh and what came out was a little (huge!) smile.

"Hi Jerry! What's up? I didn't see you come in..." He said in embarrassment.

"I'm good."

"Ready to learn you new job?" He asked me.

"Yeah, I'm ready!"

Ben showed me how the music is organized in the shop and explained me what I should do around here.

"So, you remember everything, or at least most of it?" Ben asked me and sat down behind the desk.

"I think, yeah." I answered.

"Good cause here's your first costumer." Ben said and pointed at the tall guy that just walked in. He had earphones in his ears and he wore only black.

"Oh, and those are the worst kind..." Ben whispered in my ear. I looked at him with a horrified look on my face.

"What? Oh, not cause of that! People like him stay here for at least an hour, taking lots of CD's to hear them and in the end don't buy anything." Ben explained. I nodded to let him know I understood.

I walked to the guy. He looked at me and took the earphones out of his ears.

"Hello, can I help you?" I asked politely.

"No." he said, put the earphones back in his ears and turned away. I decided to examine the CDs he's looking at so I'll know his style.

After about 15 minutes I walked to him again.

"Could I let you hear a CD you might like?" I asked him. He looked at me and nodded. I led him to the listening station and gave him the CD. He placed the headphones on his head and pressed the play button. I stood beside him while he listened and looked at his face. He seemed to enjoy the music.

When the song was over he took the headphones off and looked at the album's cover.

"Did you like it?" I asked.

"Yeah, how much is it?" The guy asked. I could see Ben's shocked face.

"You're lucky, it's on sale. You can buy this and get another CD of the same genre in half price." I said. It wasn't the truth, I made it up. The guy seemed pleased.

Eventually he bought 2 CDs and left. I kind of feared looking in Ben's eyes.

"That's a great idea, this sell!" He said. I sat next to him and put my legs on the desk.

"I... I can't believe it... you actually made him buy something... and even 2 CDs!" He said with an amazed tone.

"I'm good, aren't I?" I said and turned the volume on the CD player up.

"You know what? You can have your own place on the 'CD of the month' board!" Ben said, excited. I looked at him with a confused look.

"What board?" I asked.

"Each person that works here and proves he's good at the job gets a place on the 'CD of the month' board. The 'CD of the month' board is where we hung a recommendation on an album that the workers like. You need to write a little bit about the artist, about the album itself and about a song you choose from the record." Ben explained. I smiled- it sounded really nice.

"Oh and you can listen to any of the CD's in the store, you can borrow them too. Well, it makes sense- You'll need to know what you're selling. Oh and you can buy any record in the store with 25% off." Ben said and looked at me with a pleased look. Now I liked this job even more.

I got back home in about 3:30. It was a good time to be back home. I took a frozen pizza out of the frizzier and threw it to the microwave. While it heated up I went to my room to take clean clothes and took a fast shower. Yeah, I know it's the second one today but it was too hot outside!

I went to the kitchen and took the pizza out of the microwave. I took it to the living room and turned on TV. I switched the channels until I got to MTV. There was so crappy video but I didn't have the energy for anything other then music. So I had to watch the new The Used video, that's how lazy I was.

In the middle of the video the door was opened and Chris ran inside and sat next to me.

"Wow! It's the new video! You actually watched that?" She asked in excitement.

"No, not really." I said and got up. I walked to the kitchen and put my dishes in the sink.

"So, how was your day?" Chris yelled from the living room. That was my sign that it was safe to come back. If the video wasn't over yet she wouldn't talk.

"It was awesome!" And I told her everything that happened today.

"I found the perfect job too! I found a job at Joey's!" She was right of course- it was the perfect job for her.

"I'm so happy for you!" I said. Suddenly the door bell rang.

I got up and walked to the door. I opened it slowly.

"Hello!" Brendon said and walked in. Ryan smiled a polite smile.

"We're working on his manners." He said and pulled his shoulders up. I smiled and moved aside so the rest of the bend could come in.

"Where's the kitchen? If we want cold drinks we need to put them in the fridge." Jon said. I pointed at the kitchen. Ryan mumbled something like "no kidding". Jon didn't hear him or decided to ignore but Spencer smiled and even let out a little giggle.

I walked to the living room and found Brendon dancing in front of the TV.

"Did you drink, Bren?" Spencer asked as the guys walked in.

"No! Well, maybe... yeah, Pete took me out or a drink." Brendon said and looked away. Everyone laughed.

"So... what are you doing here?" Chris asked.

"We were in your area and thought we'll come and perform for you." Spencer answered.

"Where is Jenny anyway?" Ryan asked.

"She's still at work." I said.

"So we'll have to wait for her." He said and sat next to Chris.

"Well, I'm gonna go change, feel free to drink anything, eat anything and watch whatever you like on TV as long as it  doesn't cost anything." I said and left the room.

"Can I join you?" I heard Brendon yell.

"Brendon- you can be so annoying when you're drunk!" I heard Ryan respond.

Mikey's P.O.V

I got out of the bathroom. Frank waited for me there.

"That was fast, what happened?" he asked me. I kissed him softly. He looked at me with a surprised look.

"Nothing, I just made sure she knows we're over." I answered. Frank looked shocked by what I said.

"Okay..." he said quietly.

"You want to go?" I asked him.

"Where?"

"Toy your house, I need to take some things from my house but then we can go to your place." I said, took his hand in mine and pulled him gently. Frank seemed puzzled.

"Fine, you have a car here?" He asked me. I nodded. He nodded back and went.

Gerard's P.O.V

Jaid and I sat together in the living room and talked about the wedding.

"Jaid- it will cost a fortune!" I said. Jaid looked at me with a frustrated look.

"I'll make my parents pay a little." She said, "Gerard- I want the most amazing dress and I won't settle for less!"

"Oh... okay than... I guess if your parents will pay..." I said. Jaid smiled and kissed me.

"That's the way I like you." She said and kissed me again.

"Yummy..." I whispered. Jaid giggled. I pushed her gently on the couch and kissed her neck. I love the sounds she makes when I do that, a soft, low, long moan that makes me wanna rip her clothes off.

"Gee..." her voice slowly faded. I took her shirt off and kissed her lips. Jaid pulled my shirt over my head and kissed my neck.

"Hi Gerard, hi Jaid." I heard Mikey's voice. Jaid jumped aside and covered her body with my shirt that was in her hand. I smiled and pulled her to me, hugging her.

"Oh! I'm so sorry Gee!" I heard Frank saying. I looked up. He stood with his back to us.

"That's okay..." I mumbled.

Mikey walked back in.

"I'm moving to Frankie's house so he wouldn't be alone." He said.

"What about Shira?" Jaid asked. Mikey tuned to face her.

"She can sleep in my room if she wants to." He said and he and Frank left.

"I think they broke up." Jaid said. I nodded.

"Why don't we continue what we did before the stopped us?!" I suggested.

"Remind me?" I kissed her neck and backed away. Jaid smiled a naughty smile. I pushed her down and kissed her breast. She unzipped my pants and with my help took them off.

The door suddenly opened and Mikey walked in again. Jaid and I jumped up.

"I forgot my bass." He said. He took his bass and left. I sighed and looked at Jaid. She seemed furious by the continuing interrupting entrances.

Suddenly she jumped at me and kissed me passionately. I wrapped my hands around her and pulled her closer to me.

We laid there, cuddled in each other's arms and kissed.

The door was opened again. I sat up.

"What now?!" I yelled/ Shira stood in the entrance with a shocked and disturbed look on her face. I covered myself with the blanket.

Shira swallowed her spit and ran away, crying.

"Good on, Gee!" Jaid said angrily and got up, dressing up while running after Shira.

I laid back and sighed.

Jaid's P.O.V

I stood in the entrance to Mikey's room and knocked on the door. It was open but I wanted to be polite.

Shira sat on the floor, by the bed with her head leaning on it. She wiped her eyes and looked at me.

"Can I come in, Shira?" I asked quietly. Shira nodded slowly. I walked in and kneeled beside her. I put my hand on her back and petted her.

"I'm sorry about what Gerard said and how he said it. How is Erik?" I whispered.

"That's not cause of Gerard and I don't know how Erik is." She mumbled.

"Didn't you go and visit him in the hospital?"

"I did."

"And? Haven't you talked with him? Haven't you talked with the doctor?"

"I didn't even see Erik." She said and started crying again.

"Hi, hi, relax honey. Why didn't you see him?" I asked, hugged her and started rocking back and forth.

"I... I saw... I saw M... Mikey and... and Frank... kissing!" she said through sobs. I couldn't say I was shocked but I was surprised that it happened again, so soon.

"Oh Shira, I'm so sorry! Did you talk with him after that?"

"He just dumped me." She answered with a shivering voice.

"Shira..." I said quietly, in a merciful tone.

"I'll be okay, now if you wouldn't mind, I need to pack." Shira said and got up, wiped her tears and started looking around the room.

"Well, you can stay here. He's staying in Frank's house." I said. Shira looked at me and tried to smile.

"Thanks."

"You're welcome. I think I'll leave you alone for now." I said and got up. "Feel free to talk with me." I added and left.

Frank's P.O.V

As soon as Mikey parked the car in front of the apartment I ran to that house. I got into the kitchen and started looking in the cabinets for something to drink.

"What are you doing?" Mikey asked. He stood in the entrance to the kitchen.

"Looking for... there it is!" I said and pulled the big bottle of Brandy. I knew Erik had good alcoholic drinks but I knew he's hiding them for special occasions and case-of-need so I never tried to find it.

"Alcohol? You want to drink?" Mikey asked me. I nodded and took a couple of glasses. I put them on the counter. I poured the Brandy into both glasses, then took one of them and gave it to Mikey. I took the other one and the bottle and went upstairs to my room.

I sat on my bed and slowly drank the Brandy. The liquid wormed my throat as it ran down it.

I took the bottle and tried to pour some of the drink to the glass but my hand was shaking so... it didn't work so well. Everything was spilled on the floor. I picked up the bottle and drank straight from it.

"What's wrong?" Mikey asked and walked in.

"I... I just feel like drinking myself to sleep." I mumbled. Mikey looked at me and raised his eyebrows. He walked towards me and then stopped and looked down at the floor.

"Did you spill some Brandy?" he asked and looked at me. I nodded. He nodded back and left.

Mikey got back into the room after few seconds with a rag. He kneeled down and started cleaning the floor.

I caught myself staring at his ass. I shook my head and looked aside.

"Maybe you should get some sleep." Mikey said. I looked at him. E looked worse then ever, worse then I did for sure. He had this distanced look in his eyes and he seemed 20 years older then he really is.

"I think you should go to sleep too." I said, "You look awful."

"Thanks..." he mumbled. I smiled a little smile, "I think I will go lay down a little, I feel dizzy." He said and left the room.

Jaid's P.O.V

I walked back into the living room. Gerard sat on the couch all dressed up.

"I'm sorry honey." I said and stood in front of him.

"That's okay, I was just thinking it will be a fun way to distress." Gerard mumbled.

"Oh... I guess you're right." I said quietly and looked down, "wanna move to the bedroom?" I looked back up and smiled a naughty smile. Gerard smiled, jumped up, lifted me and ran upstairs with me in his arms.

We got into the bedroom. Gerard closed the door and placed me on the bed. Then he crushed on the bed beside me.

"Are you ready for Gee?" He said and started kissing my neck. I couldn't help but giggle.